Chapter 25: ~Freaky Friday~

I've been going out for more than 18 hours from 12.30p.m on Friday until 7 something in the morning of the next day. It's really freak!! But it's fun....

We went to sing K for 4 hours in Music Box after we took our lunch at Kajang kopitiam. I almost lost my voice after the singing as I already cough for days. At 1st we planned to take dinner at Kajang and go to buy some food at Giant. But my friend, Bernard suddenly popped out an idea that why don't we rent a car for half a day and wandering around. Wow, It's new and excited for me!!

Music Box

After making our minds up, we headed to Hentian Kajang to rent a car. It costs us RM60 to have a red Kenari excluding the cost for petrol. Deng Deng!! It's time to start our journey. haha... We went to eat at Kajang and then heading to Balakong for food purchasing and movie-ing. We watched 'Where Got Ghost' until the midnight of 12 something. KL would be the next destination for our 'tour'. I've heard that there are a lots of club in KL but I had never 'meet' them up yet. haha...Among those clubs, Aloha is the one that caught my sight and made me felt like wanna pace into it. Due to the fullness of parking lots, we missed the chance to have a clearer look inside those clubs. =.=

Aloha Main Entrance

ALohA

After that we went to Kepong where Weng Lun had his practical for two m0nths. He brought us to taste the food there. There are quite a lot of midnight food stalls where the 'Night Cat' could 'feed' their empty stomach with plenty of delicious food. We were 'choi soi-ing' nearly to 4a.m. Then, we departed to Putrajaya in which it has a real nice night view with the lights sparkling beneath the dark sky. But we were 'sesat' for some time to get there. huhuh....

Putrajaya Presint 2

Mosque in Putrajaya

Putrajaya was the last destination for our half a day 'tour'. We leaved Putrajaya about 5.30a.m before 'the singer' managed to sing in the mosque. haha....We were extremely tired and sleepy and that made some of us kept on nodding our heads in the car. But the poor Weng Lun totally couldn't close his eyes because he was the only driver among us. Paiseh ya, Weng Lun. haha...We had our breakfast at the newly opened food stall at Kajang. I guess all of us were in half conscious when we eating up the food. After the breakfast, there came to an end for the new experiencing tour.

I really had a lots of fun with them the whole day. I wish to wander around out of Selangor next time, maybe to Malacca or somewhere else. hehe....^^

Chapter 24: Missing U, Mama!!

I just can't get to know why i'm missing you so much, Mama. Hmmm...maybe it's because we have not seeing each other for months?

I'm missing your voice, your face, your everything.

Today is FEP seniors' convocation. There're so many people around....parents, relatives, friends, seniors, juniors....Smile is always on their faces. I was starting to imagine how will the scene looks like when It's my convo. haha...quite silly thinking. By the way I still have one and half years to finish my studies.

When I was looking at those parents around, I had a pretty strong feel that I was eagering to see my parents right at the moment. I just don't know why. Suddenly got a lot of things ran through my mind. Is that possible to have an edible potion which just allows those happy memorises or things stay in our mind? I wish It could be availabled in the coming future. ^^

Chapter 23: 我哭了

真没想到我又会为了这件事而哭了，而且还哭了蛮久。

刚才在MSN跟她聊了很多很久，总觉得亏欠了她。想着想着，聊着聊着，就不能自主得流下了眼泪。流着流着，后来就变成了无声的哭泣了。。。

真的很想回到以前的日子，不过对现在来说这已经是不可能了。那些也只能成为我生命中不可磨灭的记忆。我真的很庆幸，很高兴有她这样的一位‘姐姐’。我真心的希望与祝福她能比以前过得更好，过得更快乐！！

我们约定好以后都不再提起那件不愉快的事了，而且还要像以前那样有说有笑的。虽然在这之后，我也许不能再常常见到她了，不过多亏了科技的发达，我们还能在msn里聊天哦！！

哈哈。。。好高兴她还把我当成‘妹妹’哦。

P/S: 姐，你要幸福快乐噢！！Miss you so so so much....!!

Chapter 22: Saturday

What a splendid Saturday that i'm keen to have for weeks and even months. hehe...

I had my Law exam in the morning of Saturday. I realised that i got somewhere wrong with the principle, the section as well as the case that i used. Hope i still can get some marks for that question.

My exam was until 10.30 a.m and i went back to have a rest before going out with friends. I waited bus at about 12p.m and i never expect that it would take me an hour to wait for its arrival. The long waiting and the hot weather almost took my patience off. Finally i got up the bus at 1.10p.m where my friends were already in the bus and headed to Kajang for our plan. haha...

After we had our lunch, we went to Metro Point for singing k. We made the reservation at 2.15p.m and it's still has few minutes to give us a breath of rest when reaching there. This was my longest singing where we took 5 hours staying in the small room and sang out loud. During the singing, we've called for services for 3 times. haha....i never make service call for that many before, quite paiseh...we asked for refilling drinks for twice and a change of mic for another.

After the long singing, we went to 'Da Zhong' to have our dinner. And then headed to Metro Kajang to buy my facial wash with flavour of green tea. No doubt that i'm a lover of green tea! hehe... Time to WAIT for bus AGAIN!

We reached UKM few minutes before 11p.m. I didn't go back to my hostel, instead i was going to my Fiona's room and had a shower there as we were running out of time to go for our next plan..... MOVIE! I've not step into the cinema for ages. I can't remember when and what movie i had at the very last time. It doesn't matter then...

Fiona's friend picked us up at 11.30p.m but we let him waited for few minutes for us to dress up. hehe...sorry bout it. It took about half an hour or less or more...(er...i don't know actually...) to reach the GSC at Alamanda (did i spell it right?). For our disappointment, there just left 4 seats but in separate places. This is same to go with other movie. Then we moved our target to the reserved seats and we got them at last. Felt quite sorry for those 4 persons indeed. But no choice, 1st come 1st serve. hehe...Yippy, time to go for 'Angels and Demons'.

I was quite blur with the story as it's much related to religion (Christianity) that i don't have much idea with it. But it's quite a nice movie which i did get excited with certain parts of the story.

After the movie came to an end, it's time to go back also. On the way back, Fiona's friend told us some terms and stories related to Christianity that did appear in the movie. Although i still failed to get the whole story clear, at least i could get some parts of the story linked to one another. Not bad lah...wahaha...

It's 3.20a.m when i reached my room. Whole block was in silence and i was the one who still remained awake i bet. haha...I still managed to go for a bath again before going to sleep as i can't bear the stickiness of my body every time after coming back from outside.

Hmm....It's a great Saturday overall!! Satisfied with it....and it's a Saturday which i laughed the most since weeks. :) Look for the next one then..

Chapter 21 : Could they be?

Now is the 3rd week of 3rd sem which I will have my mid term exams also. 3rd sem is not as great as I think. Everything seems too rush. All the syllabus have to be taught in just 6 weeks including the days of exam. Can you imagine??

I've gone through half of the sem and I've not really realised it. Can say time is passing by so quickly? Yeah, absolutely... I take 3 subjects in this pretty short sem where two of them are requiring project papers. I haven't start them yet and I'm wondering if I can finish it on time. Time seems just ain't enough.

Could it be more time for 3rd sem?

I found that there're quite a lot of things happened lately no matter to me myself or my family or people around me. Some time I do really feel tired of it. Think to avoid it, think to get rid of it, think to run far far away from it.... but then, I just can't do like the way I think 'cause it did happen right in my life.

That day was the very 1st time that i heard he cried right beside my ear from the other end of the phone. At the next moment, I could feel my tears rolling down across my cheeks. Sorry that I can't do anything to ease the pain in your heart and help to get those things to be resolved. How much I wish I could do so. But no matter how, I'll always love you, dad and mom!

Could there be lesser problems happen in my life?

Always do i think that why others can live rather happier than i do. But then I would think another way round. Are they really happy every time? Or they also have things that trouble them? Maybe they have, just I won't get to know what kinda problems they are facing.

Could we have more happy time instead of the sad one?

Today I've paid RM461.90 for my subjects fee as well as the accommodation fee which are RM288 and RM173.90 respectively. So there left not much in my bank account. Are they enough to support my daily spending for one more month here?

Last week I failed to follow those juniors to Genting Highland. There're some reasons for my absence. Money, of course, is the main reason that took me into consideration. I was afraid that I would spend too much for the trip and lack of 'agong tao' to fulfill my stomach's dreams.

Could I have more money than I'm having now?

2nd would be the latest disease called H1N1 which got 2 or 3 people being infected so far. I don't have a clear info about this disease. How does it spreading among human beings? How can it be cured?

Could there be lesser diseases being discovered from now on?

And the last reason that I could think of would be....(I think it was the stupid reason though)...It's not worth that I pay the ticket for outdoor games as I'm not dare and maybe can't afford to play most of the games. I think I would probably vomit right after playing those exciting games. And I scared my heart could hardly stand for the excitement which brings by the games.

Could I have a stronger heart and body to fight for all excitements and shocks in my later live?

Chapter 20: Late...

Today i had my 2nd last paper which was PPDI at 12p.m. I set my cellphone alarm at 8.30a.m last night before slept as i thought to wake up earlier to look through again for the last chapter.

This morning, i was awaken by my sudden ringing cellphone. I had totally no idea about who the caller was because he or she hung up the call when i just managed to say 'Hello'. Well, this was not the point that i wanna deliver but i do appreciate it though.

The thing was here....when i looked at the mini alarm clock which stands still on my table, it showed the time with 10.45a.m. What?!!! 10.45a.m.!!! WTF!! How could i wake up so late?!! I was panic but my mind still try hard to make thing better. It kept running and produced steps that i should take and complete before 11a.m. because i need to go wait for the bus to DG at 11.

I immediately grabbed my toothbrush, shower foam, facial wash and rushed to the bath room. It took me about 10 minutes to get all the things done. Hu....luckily i still manage to go out at sharp 11. I couldn't remember how and when i turned the alarm off. Maybe I did it without my consciousness. haha...

Chapter 19: Why?

Final exams is about to end and it carries a meaning that it's time to put an end for this semester where at the same time the new semester is awaiting for our arrivals. I'm just going to have 3rd sem ,which people call it as short sem, right after i finished the final exam. Meanwhile, some of my friends will have their practicals in different places.

Hmm...don't know why i don't have the mood looking forward in the coming sem. Just feel uneasy with all the things around me. I feel like there's a big stone stucks in my heart that makes me couldn't let out a sigh of relief. I just don't know why. It's kinda weird feeling which i never know the reason why.

I've been hardly missing home and my mom these few days. I made calls to her almost every day recently. That's why my phone credit keeps on dropping from it's place. Yet, it doesn't matter. I just wanna hear her voice coming from the other end of the phone. It makes me happy every time after i hang up the call. Is this what we called.....homesick?? haha...

Although i will be back home not until 3 months from now, it feels like years to go and i may need to go through many things in this period of time. There's nowhere i can escape to. Just FACE FACE FACE! ArggGg....

Things seem to be complicated when one growing older and older. Even with the simplest thing. Is that because of we think too much? Perhaps it is. If i could, i wanna turn everything back to where it was at the time when i was young, so that i won't feel so frustrated and moody when things get bad.

What would you do if you were in my shoes? Would you feel like the way i do?

Everything just ain't right......

Chapter 18: Present

I've just read a mail where there's a part says like this:

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it called PRESENT!!

Gift = Present,
Present = Today,
Today = Now.

That's why we have to appreciate everyone and everything that we have now as they are gifts in our lives. We never know what tomorrow will be liked. It may be a happy day and it may be the other way round.

Try to be satisfied with what we have and don't let them go worthlessly. XD

Chapter 17: SumMer iN MaLaySia

It's finally rain about 5 or 6 hours ago. Yet, not as long as i wish. I've been waiting for it for almost a century. Am I exaggerating? haha....i guess i am.

But really, don't know what's the matter that not rain for weeks. It's really damn hot and dry. Even my drinking water becomes warm after putting on the table near the window. Is this the summer season in Malaysia??

And i would like to ask a question: "Uncle Rain, are you doing a strike these few weeks because of not being paid?" hihi...

The Uncle Sun really doing his job by coming up early in the morning. The hot weather makes me hardly concentrate on my studies for exams. My mind always being distracted and flies away from books. I totally can't feel the fresh air in my small room. Everything just 'hot'!

My Shokubutsu with green tea flavour is being used up so quickly because i take shower more than i usually do. Three or four times a day. Just like today, i bathe early in the morning before going for exam. Took bath again after coming back from exam. And took a shower again just now. Perhaps do it once again later before sleep. hehe... Every time i bathe, i Just wonder whether i bathe with a water heater? The water just warm all the time. How can it be....hai....

It's winter over Australia. How much i wish i could be there. Put on a think sweater and scarf around my neck, i can walk on the roadside which covered by white snow all around. I can even build a cutie snowman outside the house and have a snow war with family or friends. Sitting in front of the fireplace and having some cookies with some hot drink, looking outside the window where the snow begins to fall. Wow...how nice it is!

Why Malaysia never has winter? Is that because of the stupid equator (Khatulistiwa) or 'the Line'? sigh...I'm not the creator of the earth, or else i can relocate Malaysia to a more suitable place. wahahah...it's a kinda of day dreaming, but then now is night time.

Anyway, hope will rain again and again for these few days.....plZzz... XP

Chapter 16: She is no longer here....

Just now my mom told me that my aunt passed away this morning about 11 something. Before this, I was already heard she was very sick for days or weeks. Last night we still mentioned about her when I phoned my mom. She's being sent to hospital once again. My mom said that she might not getting well or going through at this state. But I never expect she's gone this fast. Luckily she was not that suffering when she passed away. She went with a serene face. :)

This was not the 1st time I heard she stayed in hospital for days. Last year, she was also got sick quite seriously and I was scared she's just went like that. Fortunately, I still can say 'Happy CNY' to her during this past new year. Seeing she sat on her chair with her serene smile. She always look that kind. She suffered a lot with diabetes and need to be injected everyday to control her sickness. She could not move and walk easily like us. So she spent most of her time sitting on her chair. Sometime I am wondering that will she feels lonely by sitting there all alone doing nothing? But I know that she never wants to be like that and could do nothing about it as well. Is this what life called? Is this the life we would have when we getting older? hmm...

Suddenly think of a song namely 'Now That She's Gone' by JJ 林俊杰. I could still remember there's a sentence says that "Now that she's gone, what's left of us is this song." in the lyrics. Yeah, now what's left of us is the memories together with her. Maybe this is the time for her to find a peaceful place and stay there happily ever after.

Rest in peace, my lovely aunt. We'll never forget you in our life time. Miss you...