Chapter 17: SumMer iN MaLaySia

It's finally rain about 5 or 6 hours ago. Yet, not as long as i wish. I've been waiting for it for almost a century. Am I exaggerating? haha....i guess i am.

But really, don't know what's the matter that not rain for weeks. It's really damn hot and dry. Even my drinking water becomes warm after putting on the table near the window. Is this the summer season in Malaysia??

And i would like to ask a question: "Uncle Rain, are you doing a strike these few weeks because of not being paid?" hihi...

The Uncle Sun really doing his job by coming up early in the morning. The hot weather makes me hardly concentrate on my studies for exams. My mind always being distracted and flies away from books. I totally can't feel the fresh air in my small room. Everything just 'hot'!

My Shokubutsu with green tea flavour is being used up so quickly because i take shower more than i usually do. Three or four times a day. Just like today, i bathe early in the morning before going for exam. Took bath again after coming back from exam. And took a shower again just now. Perhaps do it once again later before sleep. hehe... Every time i bathe, i Just wonder whether i bathe with a water heater? The water just warm all the time. How can it be....hai....

It's winter over Australia. How much i wish i could be there. Put on a think sweater and scarf around my neck, i can walk on the roadside which covered by white snow all around. I can even build a cutie snowman outside the house and have a snow war with family or friends. Sitting in front of the fireplace and having some cookies with some hot drink, looking outside the window where the snow begins to fall. Wow...how nice it is!

Why Malaysia never has winter? Is that because of the stupid equator (Khatulistiwa) or 'the Line'? sigh...I'm not the creator of the earth, or else i can relocate Malaysia to a more suitable place. wahahah...it's a kinda of day dreaming, but then now is night time.

Anyway, hope will rain again and again for these few days.....plZzz... XP

Chapter 16: She is no longer here....

Just now my mom told me that my aunt passed away this morning about 11 something. Before this, I was already heard she was very sick for days or weeks. Last night we still mentioned about her when I phoned my mom. She's being sent to hospital once again. My mom said that she might not getting well or going through at this state. But I never expect she's gone this fast. Luckily she was not that suffering when she passed away. She went with a serene face. :)

This was not the 1st time I heard she stayed in hospital for days. Last year, she was also got sick quite seriously and I was scared she's just went like that. Fortunately, I still can say 'Happy CNY' to her during this past new year. Seeing she sat on her chair with her serene smile. She always look that kind. She suffered a lot with diabetes and need to be injected everyday to control her sickness. She could not move and walk easily like us. So she spent most of her time sitting on her chair. Sometime I am wondering that will she feels lonely by sitting there all alone doing nothing? But I know that she never wants to be like that and could do nothing about it as well. Is this what life called? Is this the life we would have when we getting older? hmm...

Suddenly think of a song namely 'Now That She's Gone' by JJ 林俊杰. I could still remember there's a sentence says that "Now that she's gone, what's left of us is this song." in the lyrics. Yeah, now what's left of us is the memories together with her. Maybe this is the time for her to find a peaceful place and stay there happily ever after.

Rest in peace, my lovely aunt. We'll never forget you in our life time. Miss you...